haiyak

hooo

like always,

how to say NO

in a proper and humble way

morning

Waking up in the morning,
and lie to u a bit,
just not  a good start,
sorry,
i didnt meant to,
but i have to
its confidential

kemas mood

i got my room back yesterday

yoobidoobiddoo. 

during the school hols, both my sisters used my room, as there only 3 rooms in our house, 
which the first one belong's to mama n papa, the other one belong to the boys, so a NO NO zone for them.
Left with my room, for them to tumpang.
So, as i got 2 little heroes and 2 princesses, yes they make my room their little castle, put all stuff all over, gave me some heart attack when they touch some of my stuff- those all my belongings from UK. keep hiding from them, as u know, kids love to explore and play. 
Those stuff that I own are : yes2 fancy as well as their fragile too.. So when they were in my room, I need to take some of my belonging n put them in my ma n pa rooms. Plus, im so lazy to clean up my room as those kids will make sepah again.

So, soon after they left, yesterday, i feel like freedom, weeeheee,
I own my room back.
Can golek2 on my own sweet time.
Ceee, selama ni tido katil mama n papa tk blh nk bergolek sakan,
kena control tidornya, nk tido tim petang pn tk blh mama nk guna bilik.

Today waking up,
realising i got a lot of stuff to do,
kemas2 balik bilik,
unpack one box (box from uk, tk bkesempatan nk unpack properly before this)
I found these teddies inside the boxes, 

its all present by my frens, hee except for those little one, bought it from harrods.

Done, now thinking where to hide those teddies, as I love all my stuff and dislike they been touch by others,as all of it got their own sentimental value. 
Then, next move to clean up my room, after 3 hour bertungkus lumus, lap kipas, cuci sawang, haaa cuci all the debu's with wearing two protection, spek 3D n mask diperbuat dari shawl, I need those 2, as i got alahan yg sgt teruks to debu.. Then, mop2 bilik and change the sarung katil smua, Spray2 febreeze, Setel.. i can baring2 already :):)

yeah, my super duper best bed :)

Unfortunately, after taking propylaxis, eating 2 apples, to give me khasiat to prevent from selsema teruk I am still having achum achum jaa. haaissh..How i gonna sleep tonite.. 

skinny

i want to 

After watching twilight 1st one with my sis,

How I wish I am skinny like kristen stewart..

Yes, the BATTLE OF DIET is on..

last thursday

last thursday,

I'm done with meeting the family.

Almost all I guess, only left with his second brother.

Weeee

the day before,

hours and minutes before,

honestly, i feel so calm. can sleep well

But the second arrived in front of his house,

aaaaaaaaa aaaa dup dap dup dap,

all of bad thought serbu my minda,

what they will say about me?

erk, am I gemuk? ---> yes2, this is the first thing that came to my mind.

Am i cukup sopan santunnya? makan tertib? aaaaa

Syukur, I managed to undergo it well.

Hee except to some 2 stuff that I regret I've done it.

k, forget it. Overall ok,

but do believe me what i wish now.

How i dont want to undergo that situation anymore,

SCARY

But deep inside me,

I couldn’t hide this feeling,

sob3 sob3

Im not the sopan santun, the jaga tertib one,

I admit, I'm not that kind of girls,

Girl yang tk cukup serba serbi..

wuuwuuwuu,

I came to think, err maybe I'm not meant to anyone.

Which mother wants this kind of girl to accompany their son??

Some stuff run through my mind on the way back home, while riding the bus,

My inferiority is there, which I know I did think about it previously,
The differences do presence,

Is it somewhere I belong to??