last thursday

last thursday,

I'm done with meeting the family.

Almost all I guess, only left with his second brother.

Weeee

the day before,

hours and minutes before,

honestly, i feel so calm. can sleep well

But the second arrived in front of his house,

aaaaaaaaa aaaa dup dap dup dap,

all of bad thought serbu my minda,

what they will say about me?

erk, am I gemuk? ---> yes2, this is the first thing that came to my mind.

Am i cukup sopan santunnya? makan tertib? aaaaa

Syukur, I managed to undergo it well.

Hee except to some 2 stuff that I regret I've done it.

k, forget it. Overall ok,

but do believe me what i wish now.

How i dont want to undergo that situation anymore,

SCARY

But deep inside me,

I couldn’t hide this feeling,

sob3 sob3

Im not the sopan santun, the jaga tertib one,

I admit, I'm not that kind of girls,

Girl yang tk cukup serba serbi..

wuuwuuwuu,

I came to think, err maybe I'm not meant to anyone.

Which mother wants this kind of girl to accompany their son??

Some stuff run through my mind on the way back home, while riding the bus,

My inferiority is there, which I know I did think about it previously,
The differences do presence,

Is it somewhere I belong to??