thanks ALLAH

On 27^th December, ALHAMDULILLAH, I’m able to view 3 different

 perspective of world in one nite.

Start with the first one,

Mama n papa pesan, malam ni kita p surau, ada bacaan yasin. By 7.20 pm dah siap nek kereta nk p surau. Tiba di surau, sayu tguk surau. Tangga surau bahagian lelaki ada 3 pasang kasut ja. Hum tu pun kasut orang2 tua, mana pi budak2, mana smua lelaki ni. Sayu tguk, t time kita tua, sapa je la g masjid. G surau, kita ni la golongan2 tua t dok ada, but the young one?? Huu disco, pub? Sure heboh? Pesta, fun fair, name it smua nama yang asal ada hiburan, yes crowded with the youngster. Sllu pikir, who then gonna be my menantu? How am I able to didik my anak2, with the current world we are living now..

Then masuk bahagian perempuan, oo mak cik2, yang tua2 ja. Oo I want to change this, iA when I own a house, I want it to be closed to surau or masjid. Sng dengar azan yang ingtkn kita dgn ALLAH, g kumpul pahala Jemaah, nk gaduh dgn suami pn segan takut orang masjid dgr, hee ok imaginasi tinggi. Hihi..

Next,

Mama and papa lapar plak tim balik surau. Ku baru ingt nk makan roti plus hot dog ja.plus  Aku dah la pakai selekeh jaa, baju nk tido, tudung tk bawak, sarung telekung ja p surau, terpaksa p rumah tok mintk pinjam tudung tok pah, hehe mujur tok pah ada satu tudung taste org muda, kereta pun p jalan menuju ke kepala batas, kedai fevret mama n papa.

Tgah makan, mak cik kedai kae teow sup tu mai sembang. Dia besfren mama sbb mama pelanggan tetap kedai dia. Dia pun cita. Kedai dia ada org buat, bagi tk Nampak, kasik bisnes tk laku. Adoi, org melayu, mcm ni la meniaga, macam2 benda dia buat. Tapi aku respek la mak cik ni, walau macam2 org buat kat dia. Dia tetap tk nak balas, dia kata, rezki kita lain2, biarla org kacau rezki kita, jgn kita dok kacau rezki org, ALLAH tu bagi rezki kat smua org. tk payah nak risau. Wuu patutla bisnes mak cik ni ok ja, since aku kecik kot dok makan kae teow sup dia.

Besides, rasa terharu tguk anak2 dia 3 orang dok tolong dia kat kedai, Ya ALLAH, baik nya anak2 dia, duduk tulung mak meniaga. The one that sy suka tguk anak lelaki dia, since dulu dok tolong mak dia meniaga, mak dia buat nasi ayam plus bnda2 sup, dia meniaga roti jala, capati, which is sedap. Di saat anak2 muda lain smua kejar nk jadi penyanyi la, pelakon, kerja2 glamer, dia still tulung mak dia meniaga.  I do respect those people, as I know me myself wont able to do that, told before saya segan nk meniaga, malu.

Then,

I’ll reach home, got mesej from pahna, my bestfren since darjah 2, oo I do love my frenship much, and ill try my best to keep them forever. The mesej contained, our old friend, kawan tim ngaji kafa dulu meninggal, he got some heart problem, which from kecik2 mama told me that he got bateri inside his jantung, yet till now I couldn’t figured out what medical term for it. Sedih rasa, he just 23, dah meninggal, hum, but he survived long enough, Sedih dengar cerita papa pasal dia, kesian dia. Teringat kami suka gaduh dulu, hehee plus dia ek, if not mistaken hantr surat hantr nk jumpa kat taman, hihi, funny those kiddies time. AL- Fatihah to arwah.

My entry today are the longest entry I write I guess. I just wanna share what I see and experienced today.  Tq for reading J

diet

You cant DIET in december,

as

Kenduri kendara setiap hujung minggu, sehari smpai 2-3 jemputan, weeee

plus


+ 

+


Masakan mama yang membuatkan anda tambah 2-3 hingga mungkin boleh mencecah 4 pinggan.

I did it, 4x tmbah bihun mama goreng..


wuuuu, to whom it may concern.. 
please do accompany me please for jogging nnti :'( :'(

2nd attempt

I always fail
In my second attempt,

waaaawaaa nk nangis aaa cmniii :'( :'( :'( 

plan

wooot wooot <------------->

i know from whom sy blaja the term, hee

50% dah siap, 
another 50 to go.

I love those planning 

YEAPPPIII :)

haiyak

hooo

like always,

how to say NO

in a proper and humble way

morning

Waking up in the morning,
and lie to u a bit,
just not  a good start,
sorry,
i didnt meant to,
but i have to
its confidential

kemas mood

i got my room back yesterday

yoobidoobiddoo. 

during the school hols, both my sisters used my room, as there only 3 rooms in our house, 
which the first one belong's to mama n papa, the other one belong to the boys, so a NO NO zone for them.
Left with my room, for them to tumpang.
So, as i got 2 little heroes and 2 princesses, yes they make my room their little castle, put all stuff all over, gave me some heart attack when they touch some of my stuff- those all my belongings from UK. keep hiding from them, as u know, kids love to explore and play. 
Those stuff that I own are : yes2 fancy as well as their fragile too.. So when they were in my room, I need to take some of my belonging n put them in my ma n pa rooms. Plus, im so lazy to clean up my room as those kids will make sepah again.

So, soon after they left, yesterday, i feel like freedom, weeeheee,
I own my room back.
Can golek2 on my own sweet time.
Ceee, selama ni tido katil mama n papa tk blh nk bergolek sakan,
kena control tidornya, nk tido tim petang pn tk blh mama nk guna bilik.

Today waking up,
realising i got a lot of stuff to do,
kemas2 balik bilik,
unpack one box (box from uk, tk bkesempatan nk unpack properly before this)
I found these teddies inside the boxes, 

its all present by my frens, hee except for those little one, bought it from harrods.

Done, now thinking where to hide those teddies, as I love all my stuff and dislike they been touch by others,as all of it got their own sentimental value. 
Then, next move to clean up my room, after 3 hour bertungkus lumus, lap kipas, cuci sawang, haaa cuci all the debu's with wearing two protection, spek 3D n mask diperbuat dari shawl, I need those 2, as i got alahan yg sgt teruks to debu.. Then, mop2 bilik and change the sarung katil smua, Spray2 febreeze, Setel.. i can baring2 already :):)

yeah, my super duper best bed :)

Unfortunately, after taking propylaxis, eating 2 apples, to give me khasiat to prevent from selsema teruk I am still having achum achum jaa. haaissh..How i gonna sleep tonite.. 

skinny

i want to 

After watching twilight 1st one with my sis,

How I wish I am skinny like kristen stewart..

Yes, the BATTLE OF DIET is on..

last thursday

last thursday,

I'm done with meeting the family.

Almost all I guess, only left with his second brother.

Weeee

the day before,

hours and minutes before,

honestly, i feel so calm. can sleep well

But the second arrived in front of his house,

aaaaaaaaa aaaa dup dap dup dap,

all of bad thought serbu my minda,

what they will say about me?

erk, am I gemuk? ---> yes2, this is the first thing that came to my mind.

Am i cukup sopan santunnya? makan tertib? aaaaa

Syukur, I managed to undergo it well.

Hee except to some 2 stuff that I regret I've done it.

k, forget it. Overall ok,

but do believe me what i wish now.

How i dont want to undergo that situation anymore,

SCARY

But deep inside me,

I couldn’t hide this feeling,

sob3 sob3

Im not the sopan santun, the jaga tertib one,

I admit, I'm not that kind of girls,

Girl yang tk cukup serba serbi..

wuuwuuwuu,

I came to think, err maybe I'm not meant to anyone.

Which mother wants this kind of girl to accompany their son??

Some stuff run through my mind on the way back home, while riding the bus,

My inferiority is there, which I know I did think about it previously,
The differences do presence,

Is it somewhere I belong to??

kiddies

I should hide my childishness,

and be more matured instead.

hi

some of our baju ketat is not because we are gemuk rite3? its because the fact that after we basuh baju byk x, dia kecut. hihi


-random thought as im so bored in finishing this stuff, bertahaan sikit lgg, never lose ur semangat.

selsema again

for thousand times, need to keep reminding urself,

STay away from cold n dust

repeat = STAY AWAY FROM COLD AND DUST..


see, this is what happen, sneezing, tissue bertaburan. 
waaaa feeling sickk..


-im allergic to cold n dust, now having super duper extra selsema. :( dont want to take medicine caused will feel extra sleepy, exam coming near. wuwuwuwuuu

mama pesan

told mama exam is coming so cuak n banyak to baca

mama = "Baca ja, baca n cakap aku baca untuk tambah ilmu, jangan fikir yang tk habis baca "

True MAMA,

so keep calm n baca je ok :)
Dah besar dah, jangan nak cuak2 sangat laaa...


k, mood down as google tk kasik access dkt beautiful nara. Howw howw hooww nk update gosip artis2 niii???

yeahhhh :)

last nite, ada org kena belanja kita duit gaji dia.
hee roti nan wif double cheese plus ayam tandoori. 

sedaap , (plus makan free mmg sedaap) :)

roti nan sy kenaa paau :(


Tq very much for the food :)