all praise to ALLAH

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

the result for my final MBBS just released on Thursday. I must admit I feel goose bumps since wednesday nite till morning the result had released.  Honestly Im afraid of knowing the result. A few days before the results came out, a lot of - thinking been circulating in my mind (Yes, Im good at this - thoughts) I turned my phone to silent mode, so no one can disrupt me. 9.05am, 12th June 2014 = I received a call from fandi. He sound so sad, and told me, are you alone. Alright, thats ALARM me, something bad gonna happen. Am I failed, plese tell honestly. 
He paused and continue = Im pass U pass and we pass :D ALHAMDULILLAH,
I made it. You know my journey through medical year is so tough. 

I admit I failed twice during 1st and 2nd year, syukur ALLAH give me second chance by allowed me to pass on 2nd attempt of taking the paper. 3rd year was the best when I managed to pass during 1st attempt. Failed again 4th year, but ALLAH saved me again during resit exams. Throughout my medical school, SYUKUR ALLAH saved me from failed the year and need to repeat year. (what I want to highlight here is dont give up if you failed the first attempt, keep hoping and believe ALLAH has better plan for us)

and my 5th year, FINAL YEAR = ALLAH reward me with a big gift. Pass this MBBS. A big reward, after He gave me good results during UPSR,PMR,SPM and A- Level.  

what happen to the day?

Fire build up build up and UP

body n mind

keep going body n mind,

dont stop or pause,

you only have 7 days more to change your life..

lately

Lately,
I was sometime at my low side,

keep holding and keep reminding myself, 

"Ikhlaskan hati" in everything I do,

then, I will never feel regret, sad, angry or mad.. 

IA.

else

i make a drastic decision,

hee I know im disappoint some people,

but i bet this the best for me,

Im not like others,

6 weeks to go for final,

i cant take any risk,

ive been there before,

so tried my best,

deep inside me, there are counsouling words,

its ok, know what work for you. what best for other may not be the best for you. keep working, and ignore it