my new stuff to hunt.

i do admire this stuff.

aaaa

camera polaroid.. (google)

its on sale now, cost about rm170. waaaa besnyaa, amik gmbr terus keluar, heehee, for fun :)

but after long (k short ja) diskusi, I cant buy it

because i need to save my money to indonesia, i got plenty stuff more important to buy, plus i already have well functioning camera. tssk tssk..

-its ok, hee act, i can easily changed my mind, but currently no for this item, maybe next2 year yesss.

...

How am I gonna suffer for coming 2 months??

stuff that im scared

I'm kinda paranoid people. scared of something will harm me. Here are things that can elevate my anxiety :

1) Jarang bukak kipas laju2, haaa I hate the sounds that came when kipas bergerak laju, plus I'm scared the kipas will jatuh and hempap me. haa my brain is so good in thinking of bad things.

2) I hate the sound when flush the toilet, scaryyyy. haha afraid something might come out from it. Especially kalau flush tim atas flight, haa risau mcm mana laa kalau toilet ni terjatuh tim flush..  (I know there someone out there afraid of the same thing, hee you know who u r XD )

3) When atas flight,selalu terfikir macam mana laa kalau graviti tarik kuat sgt, so flight akan jatuh. ooo 

4) Afraid of the sea, Though been to beberapa pulau in Sabah n been to Lgkawi as well, but still, I cant overcome it. Always afraid of dying dalam air. Rasa mati dalam air lg ngeri dari mati atas darat.. 

5) Afraid of cat, yes2 haa its develop since childhood. Act, I was once pembuli binatang. Not only me, I got a geng dulu, Me, jamil n Azhar. (Im tomboyish before, so my kawan2 kecik boys. ngee). We love to kacau cats, as bersepah cat kat quarters penjara pulau pinang dulu. So one day, My friend and I were teasing a Persian cat, I dont know but people said Persian cat garang. SO Azhar was the one who tarik2 n kacau ekor cat tu. I was behind his back. Suddenly, th cat became angry and scratch azhar's leg. OOO I saw with me eyes that incident, Azhar nangih teruk n berdarah kaki dia, Since that I'm afraid of cat. OO even dog..

6) Dogs, I dont know why but when kat UK, dogs always came near me. WHYY WHY dog?? AAA, i was afraid of it, I can remember one winter day, when was walking back from my class, ada dog kat depan, I purposedly took Jalan atas rumput (bukan rumput pun sbb kna tutup salji, ngee). then the dog came to my way, stand beside me, the owner of this dog was at the phone that time, I was so panic and shout. Yes tanpa malu dan segan silu saya jerit, "waaaa, sorry but Im afraid of dogg". the owner then called the dogs. 

its me n ecah :)

7) Im afraid of taking risk, I dont like to harm myself, like doing bungee jumping, yes I know its fun but as a good thinker of bad things, I cant help myself to stop thinking the rope will putus, what if terjunam jatuh. Lots more fun things I, afraid to do, but bungee jumping is on my dont want to do list, nge2. However, I love paragliding.  

genetic

having difficult time studying genetic before. as genetic is so complicated.. I always melengah2kan study this topic.
Alhamdulillah, during this holiday, Ive spent my time studying it. (Not all, ngee only what the syllabus required). And I think, I fall in love with genetic. Siap berangan lg nk jd genetician. ngeh2. 

yes2 I am in love with you xoxoxo  (ehsan google.com)

ps- Titipan forum perdana semalam, seorang ______ (I cant remember either its Some Imam / sahabat nabi), menuntut ilmu bak mencari anak tunggal , satu-satunya anak yang hilang, Have passion people :)

My 4 little kids

OO house currently so quiet, no kids around, left me and mama n adik, 

Tim budak2 4 org ada memg bising, though they were busy playing among themselves, yes the girls playing masak2, while the boys playing wiht ipad, ipad tu, mak njang nye pun main tablet murah jee

like always, they always said funny things

my first anak sedara- i was explaining how cancer can develop in normal person, which then suddenly him, jijat said, wow maknjang ni macam bomoh la, blh tau smua. :)
him again, he was looking at his pak su previous2 exam result, which he didnt get A, jijat said 'kesian pak su, tk pernah dapat A, aizat sllu dapat A' oo budak kecik nii
then, one day he was combing my hair, which then he said, rambut mak njang macam GD laa, which GD is G dragon, korean pop is so famous, kids 8 tahun pn kenaii..

my damia n tin tin, the power puff girl, their grandmother was putting some ubat, as they complaining they have gatal2 behind their back
their grandma said - ni sebab hampa main peluh2 la ni, tu yg gatai badan tu
tina- dak2 , kami main masak2 ja
mia sampuk - aah tkda main peluh2, 

my little baby rayyan - anjang, rayyan nk tido dgn anjang laa, then 10 minutes- rayyan nk tido dgn abang aijat laa, then when we woke up, realised he run and sleep with his mother- he said, kesian ibu tido soyang2, rayyan nk teman ibu :)

kids they never fail to make us smilee :) 

-im getting another 1 nieces, due 10th april, then another 1 mayb in june. weehee the more the merrier cucu2 pak jalil.