middle

I am right in the middle,

I tried my best to serve the same,

be neutral as much as I can,

be there when needed.

Its hard sometimes to be neutral, I try iA

I hope everything will be ok

a kid.

Seeing mia sara uploading her pic, ohoo, kids nowadays, dah pandai dah mekup2 ni ha.
even my anak sedara titin pun mmg dah pandai . i wonder why some people allow their babies, their kids to put those mekup on their face. its not good, to dedahkan kulit mereka with those colour and chemicals.. Plus its make them look older than their real age.

seee?? doesnt red lipstick make you look older dear?

baju kids nowadays super comeell :)

when i have a kid, a girl especially, 

I want her to wear pretty pretty and fancy dresses and shirtz, 

but I promise, I wont put any make up on her face,

Kids have their own beauty,

Dont destroy it moms :)

honestly no

You are not there when I cried loud,

You never ask how I'm suffer,

You dont see how hard I tried,

PLEASE,

Dont judge me, 

Dont tell stuff like you know me well,

When the truth is you're not...

I want a hug,

a comforting one,

with words that encourages me,

not to put me down..

-hurt remembering the past....

my day

Weee

u know me,

im the kecoh person,

when I am so happy about one thing,

i will hebohkan satu dunia,

hee k thats hyperbola,

Alhamdulillah make a good contact with Specialist and MO there, plus HO as well.

and I am glad they are not garang

I am not ready menghadapi dunia garang. wuwuwu


--- I always have one conclusion, Which its always turn out right about it. Yeah. not all we want we get rite??

kapal terbang kertas

it was my second day in my paeds rotation.

kapal terbang kertas :)

done nothing suddenly one kid approach me,

he was looking bored as me,

so, i came out with an idea,

making a kapal terbang kertas.

do u guys still remember how to make it?? 

me forget it, hee luckily the kid teach me,

i made mine, and he made his own,

hee adik tu punya lagi jauh g dari saya,

malunya my kapal terbang kalah dgn budak kecik punyaa..

main jauh2 dari sister takut kena marah..

i should

i should change my attitude, my mind and my way of learning.

i didnt enjoy what i learn,

i think thats my problem,

plus i always think medicine is hard,

why I choose it.

Now, Im in my fourth year,

another 1 year ahead to become a doc.

I should change my mind,

i should be prepared.

I want to graduate on 2014, and become a good doctor...

Need to dream high !!!!

iA I pass August exam,
IA all of us will.

wont give up

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
-those song is in my mind currently,

honestly, im sad with what will happen soon, but keep me strong ALLAH,
i know it for our good. and I do trust you..

backbone

we are back bone to each other,

together we survive.

We can do it,

the past is past,

we cant never travel through it again,

now, we have the present and future,

work for it,

never give up..


Dan bahawasanya manusia hanya memperoleh apa yang telah diusahakannya, Dan sesungguhnya usahanya itu kelak akan diperlihatkan(kepadanya), kemudian akan dibalaskan kepadanya dengan balasan yang sempurna”  (An-Najm 53: 39-41)

iA, kena usaha lebih sikit. but never push urself

Adoi

melalui jalan berliku lg,

Mungkin ada hikmah,

banyak lg benda tk tahu,

terasa bodoh pun masuk ward,

tkpa la,

ALLAH ada

-i'm sad, i drag you along,, sorrriii

great

when someone read your so called diary,
and you dont know about it,
the feeling is just, 
couldnt be described

to whom should i trust then?

friends

sori fren,

i love much

but deep deep inside

im hurt

hu

i always become frustrated with my self,
and my decision...


whyyy? whyyy?


:(


i always kesian kat org, but honestly me myself hurt.
but i cant stop kesian kat org.. 

aaa

tq :)

thanks for your effort :)

thats is so sweet of u :)

twice

We cant repeat the same mistake twice.


-down n sad.
meaningless maybe

seldom

I seldomly believe in stuff,

Until it happen in front of me,

or happen to me..

New year

Its 2 january, new year :)

I am hoping that I'm leading to a stress free for my ssc time..

weee

:)