Dear me,

Make the first word that u read everyday is 

  AL-Quran

suffering

She suffer a lot in the past, being in the hardship, which all of us couldnt describe,
Im always blaming, without im realising she didnt ask for it, just it came,
some story untold..

part of me

She the only one who suffer, we didnt understand and realised it,
no one there for her,


sorry sorry sorry.


I wish to hug you tight,
talk to me,
what you feel, 
what youre suffering.


- we should understand though we are also hurt..

LimIt

I must realised and admit,

some of my DREAMS,

Couldnt be Fulfill.

There's always a LIMIT for it.

ALLAH knows Better than us.

My Wish

YeaH my wisH have beeN graNted.

The oNe that sy Mintk sinCe ouR first Month,


I got It tOdaY. :) 

A spageti, <why spageti?? becoz hee back when we were in KTT, people were rumouring that he's good in cooking spageti. So Nk la Rasakan. But, he deNied about it, He NevER cook spageti in Ktt. hee> 


heRe iz SpagEti, With laMbaKan kuah, As sy Mintk LeBih (hehe demand kn) 

My LuNch TodaY 

SeBenArnyA SegaN siKIt la sbb sllu KasiK dessert Ja, Tk pERnaH buaT yang The mAin one.. 

HerE anothEr thing, ingt ada makann spaGeti je, ghupa2 Nya sy dpt choc Skali. YEAHH, My StocK choc Btmbaahhh :)

KaCang, yeAH coklat dgn KacanG,

ps - We haVe a long JourneY more to Go, which i wiSh its gonna BE okay through it.

we r YounG

This is a song, when 2 months ago, my brother sang. but he just sang the chorus part "So let's set the world on fire We can burn brighter' yeah Only that part he kept singing, - i guess he only knew that part. hihi, i kept scolding him for making noise and singing out of tune and lyrics.


but then,


back to Johor, aaa when this song keep repeating being played by the radio, i Felt so sad, because i scolded him,
 hey, its been a long time i havent heard that noise, been so far from home, my life always evolved around schoolhood, friends and boarding school. i only spent 1/5 of the year in my home. ooo how apart am i from my family.  this time i really realised i miss the noise of the brothers, i means their voice, why should i scolded him. i should listen and laughing at him - ooohoo he must be proud knowing this. yes adik i miss you :( 


oo adik,


remember we were bestfren up till me 8 years old, then we become like enemy for a while, yeah because of jealousy, its normal rite for kids. Up till i went to langkawi, we use to be close back. but not as closed like we are kids. how time flies, how fast we grow up, we now have our own pathways, now i wish we can sit together and talk all memories that we shared when we are young, i hate boarding school who put me apart from my family..




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