my anxiety

im anxious,

worry

yeah lot,

ergh

scared enough though

i never knew i needed

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

My accidental happily
The way you slime and how you comfort me
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea

             You're the best thing I never knew I needed

Those words describe perfectly who you are to me J

Caused honestly I never ever thought of it.

the best

i may not be the best,
never be the best,
never good enough,

but
i'll try my best
to be the best.