far

Im just so far away,


far enough i guess..


bring me back, PLEASE

scared

ohooooo

it is just so HARD,

im trying and trying,

but i always fall...

nur kasih..

i watched nur kasih on the first day org tu upload kat youtube, the next day dh removed dh, nasib baik smpat habiskn tguk mlm tu jugak, BUT...

series tk paham cita dia, pening2 n blur n tk suka ending dia..

walaubagaimanapun 

lagu yg dinyanyikan mila memg best...

n seperti biasa the best part that i like is .

at the intro when aidil talked to nur.

plan

i'll make a plan,

soon, when im just so tired being a doc,

i will resign and open 

     a

    a

       a

NURSERY..

yeah :) 

need

ohooooo


please remind me ALLAH,
im still a student,
that still in a journey to complete my study,
not a tourist,
which is on vacation..


aargh,
mood malas nk p sekolah dh dtg,
hemmm

crump

the tittle might not suit the contents, but its ok..


uhuu i just wanna stay at home, rest and sleep n golek2 atas my own bed..
miss my home, katil n room so much, 
being far away from it long enough..


i wanna breathe the air,
i wanna stare at those sawah padi, 
relaxing my mind,
thinking what i wanna do next.
caused that is the most moment i miss lot,
since im in MRSM..


i got so many things to think,
but i put it aside,
im so malas to think about it.






-ergh, tulunglaaa paham.. eeeeeeeeeeee 


maybe im just expecting too much. 

medic student

my life as medic student...

weekdays n weekend
Study2 sambil takut sbb exam mmg susah tahap petala ketujuh, depression pn ada jgk, panis disorder bakal wujud waktu ini


hari exam
tk blh tido (anxiety) maasa mlm exam, nausea n cuakan melampau smpai nk ngis tim nk langkah ke exam hall . loss appetite 


after exam
stress paper susah, anxiety masih wujud jadi syndrome insomnia pn ada. tk mampu untuk berjoli sakan lg

im praying i can be a doc in another 3 years,

result day
sllu kalau tau pass exam tu mesti org yg gtau, hee sbb tk ingt result kuar bila. syukur pada ALLAH atas pemberiannya..


Berdasarkan ciri2 diatas, huu nampaknya banyak ciri2 buruk yang berlaku pada seorg pelajar medic macam say ni, hu wajarkah saya menyarankan anak saya mengambil medik jugk? kesian dia nnti mengalami peristiwa depression dan insomnia macam saya ini, sob2..


ok dh merepek, talking about 10 years later, heehee

you'll learn

when you grown up,

you soon understand what's life is,

began to accept some thing,

that when you were child you thought it is ridiculous, 

knowing we sharing this life together,

plus we are also sharing something with others..

some things that yours will remain yours,

some things that yours is possible to be others too,

some belongs to others might be for you..

life goes on,

 no matter what n how,

accept those things and keep walking..

urm

im sorry, 


i just dont feel like wanna talk to anybody, especially on this critical time,


im so scared...


sorry, once again..