New yEar.

i don have any specific azam this year


but 


I wish to be a BETTER person ,


which to be better, 


I must give the BEST OF ME...

these are all chocolates that I rather lose????

I might just kidding :) ..

LoVe

I love My frenship soo muchh

i always try and want to keep my frens cheer up and smile,
dislike keadaan yang muram n gaduh2,
akan carik jugak bnda yang kasik diorg hepi..
baru balik program JUMS, which i found n teach me a lot, n paham byk benda (iiman,again aku guna ayat paham untuk seberapaa kali ntah)

there are so many rules in frenship.. all of the rules, the one that i found most interesting is.....

Pandang Muka kawan kita dengan pandangan KOSONG jerrr - which i learnt from JUMS, my fc, KAk Azimah ROslan.

What thats mean??
pandang kosong wajah nyaa umpama kita tk ingat apa2 pun yang terjadi pada kita dan dia, ini akan mengelakkan beberapa perkara..
MARAH- kita lupa yang kita pernah marah dia,
DENDAM - kita lupa yang kita nk balas balik apa yang dia buat kat kita, '
UNGKIT - kita lupa yang kita pernah buat baik pada dia yang akan menyebabkan kita nk dia balas bnda baik tu.

pandangan kosong ini akan menghasilkan prsahabatan yang terbina dalam keihklasan (ayat tunggang langgang)...

Do loVe my frenship which i must admit i cant live without it,

rather lose my chocolate than losing my frens..

to ALL my FRENS, yeahhh, I LOVE u ALL soo MUCH <;

May oUr frenship last longg.

 

i know supposedly now need to study,
tapii arghh, lagu nii sgt bestt
sparks fly - taylor swift
wish dpt g konsert dia dkt manchester, but it cost 150 pound,
oooo,, mahallnyaaaa.. tk mampu :(
sedihnyerrr...

tgah dgr lagu ni kat youtube, suddenly terbaca comment seseorang which i found it is interesting, gabungn semua lagu taylor swift dlm album terbaru dia.

DEAR JOHN,

Im gonna SPEAK NOW, there isnt a day where i dont go BACK TO DECEMBER, but i just want to remind you that your not INNOCENT and theres nothing i do BETTER THAN REVENGE. our LAST KISS means nothing to me. SPARKS FLY whenever you dont smile. you are MEAN and not my SUPERMAN and you will NEVER GROW UP. you need to learn the difference between whats MINE and whats OURS. that maybe if THIS WAS A MOVIE id be ENCHANTED not HAUNTED by you.the STORY OF US has just ended

exam

Exam is coming, takutnyaa, byk g tk hbis bacaa, gerrrr..

dah tk blh kuar jalan2

dah tk blh tguk cita hari2, mayb malam2 ja after study

dah tk blh masak mcm2 daahh

kena belaja rajin2

kena jauhi diri dari fb, twitter, dan sewaktu dengannya

kena kurangkan kacau org

its gonna be a while

AYUH, semangat untuk study!!

BTW, all the best team MALAYSIA esok, lawan football dkt jakarta, U can do it :)

should or shouldn't

there's a thing I cant live without,

I cant figure out what my life gonna be without it,

Happiness is not the word that suits me,

when it is not around.

sadness,

i cant turn back,

for better or worse,

both come together,

have strong correlation to it.

i cant be me...

i cant imagine my life,

without it......

:( :( :(

XeXE,

a step to avoid...

ShOPpIng..

seems to be more synonym with the girls. personally, bila rasa stress, rasa shopping adalah salah satu terapi yang baik (selain tido)..n now, bulan december ni, sempena bulan pokai ku, ku dah buat azam baru, tnk shopping byk2 dahh tahun depann, serikkk, nk jalan mana2 tk der duit, sedihnyaa perasaan jadi papa kedana sebentar. Berikut adalah cara-cara yg dpt ku figure out untuk menghilangkan perasaan nk shopping.

1 - No No No ebay. klu bukak ebay mmg melekat lama la kat web tu, cepat ja otak cari bnda apa yang nk, jap ushar tea pot untuk mama, jap carik dress putih (mcm taylor swift), cd, meja study, photo album, macam2..

2 - tiada lagi melangkah ke kedai dkt2 area debenhams.. sebab, klu lalu area situ, firts - dorot-cari baju sale, cantik, amik, harga 5 pound, ohh murah, ok beliii, then lusa dtg lagi, tguk ada sale bju 5 pound, belii, klu sekali sekala tkper, ni blh katakn seminggu 2 kali mcm ni, memg terukk ni. soo, stop going to dorot, miss s, new look dan seangkatan kedai dengannya, paling kurang sebulan satu baju cukup la beli

3 - jgn tengok org lain shopping, t perasaan shopping akan dtg membuak-buak... jadi, aku akan elakkan pergi melawat bilik2 housemate ku atau rakan2 yang baru balik shopping.

4-menjaga barang2 sebaik mungkin. Hp, jam, rice cooker. ini kerana hp hampir rosak sbb tk pandai jaga, jam, jgn kasik pecah, klu tk kena beli br. rice cooker, jgn menggoreng apa2 dlm rice cooker, kn dah kena beli baru rice cooker,

5-stop thinking about "nak yang ni ....", to avoid something is about stop thinking about it, jadi kena stop thinking about shoppingg.

6- membuat buku akaun, dan berusaha serta rajin menulis butiran brg2 yang dibeli.. serta menepati sasaran wang yang perlu disimpan..

diharap, sempena duit mara yang bakal masuk nnti, semua misi2 dapat dicapai. yeaahhh!!!

typical

hari ni, 18/12, kawan2 ku semua kuar g jejalan, tasha n min dh g london, so plan kitorg masak2 minggu ni punah.. yang lain ada program masing2. akuu?? erkkk, dgn duit yang hush, memg kadar cukup2 makan jer, sgt2 laa tk mampu nk jalan, even nk g iceland pn tk der duit, makkkk, org pokaiii,..

dudk rumah, bgn lepas smbhyang subuh, on laptop, ok, check fb, then twitter plak, al maklum, br kenal twitter, tu pn ika buatkan,

tk pernah buat2 bnda ni sendiri , emel pn kawan buat kn, facebook ika buatkan, friendster - farah buatkan, n klu tk silap, ym anoz yg ajar.. dh lepas check isu semasa pergi ke agenda lain, check note, citer movie korea apa yg tk tguk lg, select my sassy girl, org ckp best, ku pn carik laa link nk tguk, tk smpai sejam tguk, menganntuuukkknyaa,

zzzzzz. tiddoo, pukul satu sedar angah kal skypee. gayut la dgn mama, papa, tokpah, adik, n damia, tunjuk damia bear sederhana giant yang ku beli from carboot, miaa mintk bear tu, ala, ni bear mak njang. mana blh kasik mia,kena la carik lg satu t kat damia..

lepas skype sambung balik citer korea, pada pandangan aku, hum, tk best pun citer ni, asal semua ckp dia best?? pelakon perempuan comel, laki dia ok la, but then mayb character perempuan tu kot, ganass sgt, sikit2 tumbuk laki tu, kesian laki tu, untuk menghabiskan satu citer nii,. amik masa dlm 6 jam jugakkk la, tu campur g dapur, cari bnda nk makan, g bilik aqiedah, kaco qiedah tguk cerita, g bilik iman , bising2 cakap buhsann kat dia, n g bilik dayang, berceloteh panjang..

now, baru pukul 7 mlm, dh tk tau nk buat ap, rasa otak mcm dah tepuu je asyik citer korea, any suggestion pleasss??? no noo study, nak cutii, nk holidayyyy!!

xexe

ive done almost all, yeahhh..

can make it,

only one left, which will come soon..

then, all complete..

and, will this means the end??

grrrrrr...

life isnt that easy.

life isnt always perfect.

life isnt goes the way you want,

either you accept it, or not..

no matter how, n no matter whats..

when you feel there's no way to turn..

when there's nobody beside you..

always remember, He's always by ur side...

ALLAH knows best ...