New yEar.

i don have any specific azam this year


but 


I wish to be a BETTER person ,


which to be better, 


I must give the BEST OF ME...

these are all chocolates that I rather lose????

I might just kidding :) ..

LoVe

I love My frenship soo muchh

i always try and want to keep my frens cheer up and smile,
dislike keadaan yang muram n gaduh2,
akan carik jugak bnda yang kasik diorg hepi..
baru balik program JUMS, which i found n teach me a lot, n paham byk benda (iiman,again aku guna ayat paham untuk seberapaa kali ntah)

there are so many rules in frenship.. all of the rules, the one that i found most interesting is.....

Pandang Muka kawan kita dengan pandangan KOSONG jerrr - which i learnt from JUMS, my fc, KAk Azimah ROslan.

What thats mean??
pandang kosong wajah nyaa umpama kita tk ingat apa2 pun yang terjadi pada kita dan dia, ini akan mengelakkan beberapa perkara..
MARAH- kita lupa yang kita pernah marah dia,
DENDAM - kita lupa yang kita nk balas balik apa yang dia buat kat kita, '
UNGKIT - kita lupa yang kita pernah buat baik pada dia yang akan menyebabkan kita nk dia balas bnda baik tu.

pandangan kosong ini akan menghasilkan prsahabatan yang terbina dalam keihklasan (ayat tunggang langgang)...

Do loVe my frenship which i must admit i cant live without it,

rather lose my chocolate than losing my frens..

to ALL my FRENS, yeahhh, I LOVE u ALL soo MUCH <;

May oUr frenship last longg.

 

i know supposedly now need to study,
tapii arghh, lagu nii sgt bestt
sparks fly - taylor swift
wish dpt g konsert dia dkt manchester, but it cost 150 pound,
oooo,, mahallnyaaaa.. tk mampu :(
sedihnyerrr...

tgah dgr lagu ni kat youtube, suddenly terbaca comment seseorang which i found it is interesting, gabungn semua lagu taylor swift dlm album terbaru dia.

DEAR JOHN,

Im gonna SPEAK NOW, there isnt a day where i dont go BACK TO DECEMBER, but i just want to remind you that your not INNOCENT and theres nothing i do BETTER THAN REVENGE. our LAST KISS means nothing to me. SPARKS FLY whenever you dont smile. you are MEAN and not my SUPERMAN and you will NEVER GROW UP. you need to learn the difference between whats MINE and whats OURS. that maybe if THIS WAS A MOVIE id be ENCHANTED not HAUNTED by you.the STORY OF US has just ended

exam

Exam is coming, takutnyaa, byk g tk hbis bacaa, gerrrr..

dah tk blh kuar jalan2

dah tk blh tguk cita hari2, mayb malam2 ja after study

dah tk blh masak mcm2 daahh

kena belaja rajin2

kena jauhi diri dari fb, twitter, dan sewaktu dengannya

kena kurangkan kacau org

its gonna be a while

AYUH, semangat untuk study!!

BTW, all the best team MALAYSIA esok, lawan football dkt jakarta, U can do it :)

should or shouldn't

there's a thing I cant live without,

I cant figure out what my life gonna be without it,

Happiness is not the word that suits me,

when it is not around.

sadness,

i cant turn back,

for better or worse,

both come together,

have strong correlation to it.

i cant be me...

i cant imagine my life,

without it......

:( :( :(

XeXE,

a step to avoid...

ShOPpIng..

seems to be more synonym with the girls. personally, bila rasa stress, rasa shopping adalah salah satu terapi yang baik (selain tido)..n now, bulan december ni, sempena bulan pokai ku, ku dah buat azam baru, tnk shopping byk2 dahh tahun depann, serikkk, nk jalan mana2 tk der duit, sedihnyaa perasaan jadi papa kedana sebentar. Berikut adalah cara-cara yg dpt ku figure out untuk menghilangkan perasaan nk shopping.

1 - No No No ebay. klu bukak ebay mmg melekat lama la kat web tu, cepat ja otak cari bnda apa yang nk, jap ushar tea pot untuk mama, jap carik dress putih (mcm taylor swift), cd, meja study, photo album, macam2..

2 - tiada lagi melangkah ke kedai dkt2 area debenhams.. sebab, klu lalu area situ, firts - dorot-cari baju sale, cantik, amik, harga 5 pound, ohh murah, ok beliii, then lusa dtg lagi, tguk ada sale bju 5 pound, belii, klu sekali sekala tkper, ni blh katakn seminggu 2 kali mcm ni, memg terukk ni. soo, stop going to dorot, miss s, new look dan seangkatan kedai dengannya, paling kurang sebulan satu baju cukup la beli

3 - jgn tengok org lain shopping, t perasaan shopping akan dtg membuak-buak... jadi, aku akan elakkan pergi melawat bilik2 housemate ku atau rakan2 yang baru balik shopping.

4-menjaga barang2 sebaik mungkin. Hp, jam, rice cooker. ini kerana hp hampir rosak sbb tk pandai jaga, jam, jgn kasik pecah, klu tk kena beli br. rice cooker, jgn menggoreng apa2 dlm rice cooker, kn dah kena beli baru rice cooker,

5-stop thinking about "nak yang ni ....", to avoid something is about stop thinking about it, jadi kena stop thinking about shoppingg.

6- membuat buku akaun, dan berusaha serta rajin menulis butiran brg2 yang dibeli.. serta menepati sasaran wang yang perlu disimpan..

diharap, sempena duit mara yang bakal masuk nnti, semua misi2 dapat dicapai. yeaahhh!!!

typical

hari ni, 18/12, kawan2 ku semua kuar g jejalan, tasha n min dh g london, so plan kitorg masak2 minggu ni punah.. yang lain ada program masing2. akuu?? erkkk, dgn duit yang hush, memg kadar cukup2 makan jer, sgt2 laa tk mampu nk jalan, even nk g iceland pn tk der duit, makkkk, org pokaiii,..

dudk rumah, bgn lepas smbhyang subuh, on laptop, ok, check fb, then twitter plak, al maklum, br kenal twitter, tu pn ika buatkan,

tk pernah buat2 bnda ni sendiri , emel pn kawan buat kn, facebook ika buatkan, friendster - farah buatkan, n klu tk silap, ym anoz yg ajar.. dh lepas check isu semasa pergi ke agenda lain, check note, citer movie korea apa yg tk tguk lg, select my sassy girl, org ckp best, ku pn carik laa link nk tguk, tk smpai sejam tguk, menganntuuukkknyaa,

zzzzzz. tiddoo, pukul satu sedar angah kal skypee. gayut la dgn mama, papa, tokpah, adik, n damia, tunjuk damia bear sederhana giant yang ku beli from carboot, miaa mintk bear tu, ala, ni bear mak njang. mana blh kasik mia,kena la carik lg satu t kat damia..

lepas skype sambung balik citer korea, pada pandangan aku, hum, tk best pun citer ni, asal semua ckp dia best?? pelakon perempuan comel, laki dia ok la, but then mayb character perempuan tu kot, ganass sgt, sikit2 tumbuk laki tu, kesian laki tu, untuk menghabiskan satu citer nii,. amik masa dlm 6 jam jugakkk la, tu campur g dapur, cari bnda nk makan, g bilik aqiedah, kaco qiedah tguk cerita, g bilik iman , bising2 cakap buhsann kat dia, n g bilik dayang, berceloteh panjang..

now, baru pukul 7 mlm, dh tk tau nk buat ap, rasa otak mcm dah tepuu je asyik citer korea, any suggestion pleasss??? no noo study, nak cutii, nk holidayyyy!!

xexe

ive done almost all, yeahhh..

can make it,

only one left, which will come soon..

then, all complete..

and, will this means the end??

grrrrrr...

life isnt that easy.

life isnt always perfect.

life isnt goes the way you want,

either you accept it, or not..

no matter how, n no matter whats..

when you feel there's no way to turn..

when there's nobody beside you..

always remember, He's always by ur side...

ALLAH knows best ...

mia jijat titin n rayyan

dear jijat,titin, mia n rayyan ..

ooh, i miss you guys soo bad,

jijat - mak

njang rindu nk tguk jijat merajuk dgn mummy n mak tok :(

titin - rindu titin dtg tido dkt bilik mk njang. n main teddy bear.

mia - mak njang rindu mia kejutkan mak njang study n ckp "mak njang ni" oo, i miss those words soo much..

rayyan - miss ur smile. hope u grown up n dh blh pakai baju yang mak njang beli kn tu

..

love u all so much..

i dont want to miss a thing

everything that start should have it end

yeahh, im looking forward to get back to kedah, my hometown, malaysian

food, char kae teow jitra, pizza hut, bihun sup kunin

g, k.teow sup pasar mlm, kae teow tm

nyam city plaza, nasi lemak mama :( n byak sgt2 list yang dirindui.. lg setaun, all this will come to end.. i get what i really miss when im here, in newcastle.

but then,

im counting days, how many

days more for me to live n travel my life here, in newcastle..

this is the last year, and its s

tart with autumn,it were windy days, a cold wind. i admit sometimes i did complain of the strong wind, which damage my umbrella, but yet, its an expensive experience which i cant find in malaysia, sbb kat malaysia hujan2 ni tkdanyaa nk kuar,

skrg, autumn dah lepas, now, its snowy2. bila snowy, malasnya nk g kelas.. meredah salji

n terjatuh sbb licin, jalan mcm itik, dn perjalanan ke kelas yg makan masa 15 minit dh jadi 30 minit.. then, akan dtg musim spring.time untuk jalan2. next will come summer, panas.. n dah tiba masa untuk balik malaysiaa..must admit akan rindu every seasons di sni, tinggal

bapa hari ja lagi untuk duduk kat newcastle, akan rindu katil double bed, bilik ku yang dekat atap ni, tingkap yang senget n menghadap langit, ohh, i wanna capture and keep it in my mind vividly, so when im back in malaysia, i wont miss these things soo much..

thanks ALLAH,

for give me this opportunity, to see all those things, to learn how to live in this country, to turn back and be glad to ALLAH after complaining for somethings,

so many thanks ALLAH, cause realised me, theres still one year to go, a moment i live here, a year to travel, 3 more seasons i can see and live with, and make me appreciate every single seconds im here :)

?

im bored of questions,

im bored of answering,

im just bored of all these things,

ask me nothing as ill answer u zero..

___________silence___________________

gadjet??

ramai yang tanyaa apakah gadjet baru yang bakal dibeli. sebenarnya banyak jaa benda yang masuk dlm list nak beli ; antaranya -

1. apple 4 - masih memikirkan wajarkah membeli nyaa?? adakah ia membantu saya ketika di Malaysia, hati kata, yess, beli2, macam bes bnda tu, tapi otak cakap - hu?? membazir jaaa, mahal phone tu, lagipun, ku kan buta it, phone guna nk kal org n mesej jaa,
2. i pod touch - ni pun benda yang semua lengkap except tak blh nk kal n mesej, memandangkan suka dgar lagu, blh letak lagu berbanyak dlam ipod ni, tapi otakku cakap - haiyak, kan dah ada phone sony tu, bli memory card 4gb, letak lagu berbanyak, guna phone tu as walkman.. jimat duit
3. aino - a phone which i really want since first year smpai sini, hehe, keberangkalian mendapatkan phone ni sgt2 tinggi, boleh2 beli phone ni, sbb harga dia dah jadi murah, but otak cakap, tunggu dekat nak balik nanti, mana tau kuar hp yang lg best, beli tim tu..
4. psp - blh main game byk2, tapi ni rasa bnda last beli or mayb tak terbeli sbb tk minat nk main game, dan tak reti main pun bnda2 game ni
5. last but not least, a bread mixer - hari ni nk tambah bread mixer dlm item to get, sbb baru blaja buat roti tadi.mcm menarik kehidupan klu ada bread mixer, blh buat donut, pizaa. senang hidup.
6. keyboard - hehe, ni tak tau, must buy or only a desire to have.. cause nak blaja main satu lagu , lagu LBS :) memg banyak benda nk terbeli, ur right when u said we want more than a life could give us. and tk tau which items yang akan di ticked in my life :)

ada apa dengan SepaNg??

lepas interview mara (which the worst interview for me), n smpai skrg tk suka bnda2 interview. rasa mcm tkda harapan dah nk belajar luar negara.. then,selang beberapa bulan, syukur.. mara tawarkan tempat di Kolej Teknologi Timur.

siri2 cerita KTt

cafe- ada dua, satu mak cik salbi, femes dgn nama

mk cik tilik sebb tim nk bayar duit mest dia tilik tguk tangan kita, n mak cik kuku, sbb pernah terjumpa kuku masa mkn kat kafe ni.

housemate - hehe, roomate aku masa awal2 smpai,umi fatisya, budak kelantan, tinggi n sgt rajin study, bilik sebelah ada ayu n najwa, najwa yg suka blaja atas katil n ayu yg bermotivasi tinggi,

bilik sebelah lg satu, ada 5 org penghuni, fatirah,ikha, mira, nadia n mel. masa awl2 nmpak fatirah dia tgah main sep sep sep bom bom bom dgn adik dia, faeqah kat ruang tamu.dia ada bantal besar corak bulat2, ikha ni pulak budak kelantan, haha, terkenal dgn suka bwk sambal pedas mak dia yg besss. mira budak kajang, n bilik dia dpan toilet, nadia, budak pj,kelakar n kuat sakat, satu pakatan dgn ikha,mel n mira,n nadia start pggl nm kampung aku LIJAH. mel, huhu, dia antara penyumbang byk brg dlm rumah, dia bawak peti ais n bwk kereta kancil putih, senang nk g giant n jejalan BBST.

bilik paling bawah- pooja, budak n9 yang tk makan pedas, n aku paling ingt,asal mesin basuh baju tersumbat ja, dia kena mop lantai sbb takut masuk bilik dia.

kerja kitorg di sepang - tiap2 minggu akan keluar, sbb buhsan terperap dlm penjara KTT tu, tk g alamanda, seremban, kluar g BBST pun jadilah mkn ABC.. n paling best, tiap2 kali birthday org, ada ja master mind yang set prank apa nk buat, antara prank yang dibuat ;

birthday ikha - huhu, kurung dia kat tengah2 blok ktt tu, n tembak guna air perisa oren kat dia.

bfday nadia-pura2 menjadi hantu.pakai telekung n tempek bedak kat muka n kejut dia, malangnyaa dia dah tau kitorg nya plan,

bfday fatirah - bawak dia g parking lot n baling dgn tepung,

birthday mira n ummi - tinggl diorg kat tepi jalan, ckp kereta rosak n kena g repair,terpaksa diorg menebal muka bila ada kereta lalu n hon2 kat diorg..

birthday aku sndiri - terkena dkt alamanda,kunci kereta nadia yang ditumpang dlm beg aku hilang, risau tim tu, nadia dh buat muka nk ngis, ikha dh pujuk2 aku, sabar jah, mai kita carik, aku lari g masuk entrance GSC, ckp kat pak cik panggung tu nk masuk panggung balik carik kunci kereta,mujur ada show tim tu n tk dpt nk masuk. bila mata dah start nk berair, diorg pun kuarkan kek, nyanyi hepi birthday. hehe

thats my life in kTt..

happiness

Ya ALLAH,
May all this happiness last long,
and bless all of us.

AMIN...

stand by me :)

love this song..

u never know.

12/10/2010

i miss those old days, when im in malaysiaa..

the moments in ktt, the crazy things that we have done and been through.. went to malacca, just to watch faizal tahir concert, woke up early in the morning, took bus from seremban to malacca, but then turned up going to a famosa.

the moments going to genting, with all the classmates, which each ride, we make sure, all of us (23 people) are in the same ride.. having the same lunch pack (twisties, sandwich telur n tuna, n sweets) which all the girls made its the night befor going to genting.. mcm budak2 skolah tadika bwk bekal. hee

n memory of all 19, when to port dickson, kereta dada almost kena langgar, main banana boat. hehe, n main paintball, which geng dgn apek, ikha, nadia n fahmi, ingt apek reti main, rupanyaa tk pernah mainnn pun..

n theres another thing that i miss, keeps remaining.

from ricky to stanton...

huu, bila dh pindah duduk fenham..

fenham =bangun -kena bangun awal, pikir nak breakfast apa, bekal lunch nk bawak ap??

ricky = tk kisah pun bgun lewat,heee, lunch tk pyh pikir tim pepagi, balik klas pukul 1 blh buka fridge n mkn ala kadar.

fenham = dh tk blh dapat tidur yang aman pukul 1-1.30 pm, hee, susah..

ricky = tim tido 1-1.30pm,

fenham = jalan2 jumpa bnda menarik di atas padang. hehe

ricky = jalan2 jumpa sampah2 from party's flatmate

fenham = terasa hari2 nak g iceland, hee,

ricky = sebulan mayb 2x ja g fenham beli brg dapur.

fenham = sgt2 malas nk kuar rumah, lebih suka lepak dlm bilik

ricky = hari2 adalah hari untuk ke town,

fenham = jimat duit (lunch bwk bekal, kurang ke town, jrg delivery sbb hari2 ada org masak)

ricky = byak belanja (town,milkshake,primark.....)

kesimpulan - saya rindu kehidupan d ricky road, tapi saya sgt2 enjoy kehidupan fenham..

fly

i always try to jump higher, but soon will finally found myself on the ground..

need wings, so i can be on the sky, for a long time..

lagu rayaa

the best lagu hari rayaaa..
yea...
selamat hari rayaa. maap zahir batin

change??

he

sampai2 ja kat malaysia, ni adalah komen2 yang diterima dn in bracket reaksi ku terhadap komen2 mereka

nenek ku : asal muka macam bulat?? (betul ka)

mak teh : nmpak tembun sikit. (aku dh gemuk ka?? oh tidakkkk)

mama : mana ada, dia dh kurus sikit tu, (hehe berasa lega)

pak su : tk berubah pun macam org putih ,, aish. (nk jadik org putih cm mn yg dimaksudkan)

nenek ku lg : cara ckp pun dh lain (mungkin tk keluar loghat kedah pure kot)

fatirah : weh, ko sama ja jah, tk berubah apa punn. (well pat, aku tetap aku, hehehe)

wanie ketot : hehe, asal nmpak kecik sikit ?(maybe dulu2 baju skolah aku besar kot, tu nmpak besar tu tim dulu. hehe)

n last but not least,, komen yang aku rasa pling humm, pelikk,

papa : sejak bila pandai berfalsafah nii?? (gulp, aku pun tk hingt aku ckp apa kat bp aku smpai dpt komen sebegitu)

sekian crita hmba yg tgah buhsan

no way

1st september, hepi merdeka day (belated dah)

hum,,, keep wondering, can i delete it, it keeps coming, i just cant let it go,,

syuh2, go go away..

even an eraser cant erase it..

it was just soo hard..

a step to ...

sllu bila mara masuk duit, hum, mesti joli sakan, tk pernah terpikir nk simpan n buat ap2.
satu hari, bila adik riuh nk beli keta satria, n harga dia melibatkan 6 ribu kot,n dia simpan duit nk bayar kereta tu.. baru terpikir, byaknya duit nk guna untuk beli kereta.. adik aku yg baru umor 19 dah kumpul duit nk beli kereta, aku ni??

haish, walaupun tk da lesen kereta lg, heheee (iA, taun depan 2011 bakal amik lesen), teringin gak nk beli kereta, tk kira la kereta apa2 pun, janji first hand n bayar guna duit sendiri (klu mampu)
so, mulai sekarang, aku dh nmpak hala tuju duit elaun mara yang aku dpt tu, perlu dikumpul, supaya dpat la aku beli kereta,

mulai sekarang, sempena merdeka ni, aku wajar la menjadi independent dan mengumpul duitku sebanyak

mungkin, untuk membeli sebuah kereta idaman ku..hee,, kereta apa tu??

independent

thinking,

im 21 now, yet, still feeling like im only 8 hee, or may b 12, cause i think i still need somebody to be by my side, to guide me, show me and tell me which decision to make.

hum, i should be more grown up now, open my eyes, and my heart.. should stay strong, and be wise in my life

hum, i still cant walk on my own, still depends on others in doing smthings, i cant work it out by myself.

aarrghh, i should have change.

this is not soooo goooddd....

create my own way..

nowhere

hum, trying so hard to reach you, but i cant.. im soo scared, scared if i make a mistake, scared if u get away from me.. im trying, trying each day, to be by your side, but i failed, cause u are far, far away from me, not in front of me, im not there, to be with you, for all this hard time,

hum, trying, to say something, to comfort u, to cheer up your day, trying to hug you n said, all this gonna be ok, just a little thing that u need to settle it up, and trying to be mature, accept it as one of your life, which now u find it is very hard for you to struggle, but later on, you will thanks ALLAH, for giving you this challenge, which make you a better person.

hum, trying, trying to write for you, but each time, my mind said no, stop it, you might be hurting someone, it might not be ok right now, but, just want you to know, i want to be somebody, want to be by your side at this moment, wanna feel how ur feelings.. cause it was tears inside of me right now.. cause i cant be nobody.. sadness in my eyes,,

hum,trying to say sorry, cause i cant be the one beside you, sorry if there any mistakes that i had done,

hum,trying to say, many thankss, youre one of best friends that i have ever found in my life, love u lots, thankss so much cause give me a chance knowing you.

hum,trying to say there is another rainbow for you dear, ALLAH had created one, wipe up your tears, and fake a smile, a nice one, cheer up your day..

lots of love, n lots of trying,,

me myself..

keeping it up for secret..

hari ni kawan aku, dayang jadi org seken tau aku ada blog, hehe, aku mmg tk gtau sapa2 pun aku ada blog, sbb aku tulis untuk suka2, n merepek2 ja, plus aku segan nak kasik org baca, hua2.

so, keeping it up for secret,

sebenarnya mood masa tulis blog ni memg macam2. antaranya :

1. happy - happy sebb kena bukak posa sengsorg. akibat tanak ikut mama g bukk posa dkt surau, hee, bukn ap, mn la nk kenal sgt org kaampung, t mesti kena soal siast anak sapa, keja apa, hu, berjela2, huhu, so, pukul 6 tu kelam kabut la mask, hu, masak aym masak kicpa ja, simple, plus tu ja brg yg aku sempat sambar dlm masa sejam.. hu, berbuka la aku dgn senang hati smbil tguk doraemon.
2. pening - hu, aku ngah carik lagu dalam movie melayu tadi,, emily, bes cita dia, aku ngn mak aku gelak sakan, tapi pening sbb tk tau tajuk lagu tu ap, yang aku tau, hum ada rangkap pelangi kelam, something2... try la taip pelangi, huu, banyak nyaa pelangi, pelangi resort laa, kau umpama pelangi (blog seseorg).. susah nyaa nk carik lagu sedap tuu.. end up, haaiissh, surrender biarllaa lagu sedap tu, t senang2 carik lagi
3. sedih - sedih sebb terbaca yang humm, sir bi aku dah cerai dengan isteri dia.. hum, sungguh tak ku sangka, mmg betul la kan, kita ni org luar, hya melihat n nampak mereka bahagia, n sangka iA jodoh mereka kekal, but then, end up macam ni,. huu, sedih..
4. rindu - huhu, rindu suasana dulu, bila semua adik beradik berkumpul, tk sunyi mcm ni, hum, tinggal mama ngan aku ja kat rumah, almaklum, kakak semua dh kawin, satu kat kl, adik2 smua duduk asrama, jadi la sunyi rumah ni., haishhh,, now, missing those old dayss...

sekolah-sekolah.

tetiba teringat zaman2 sekolah.. rasa rindu balik nk blaja kat skolah tadika. bes nyaa pengalaman p skolah.walaupun dulu sgt malas nk g.. antara sekolah yang pernah masuk dulu.

1. YWCA - skolah tadika masa umo 5 n 6 tahun, mas umo 5 taun tu, kak an yg teman ku g skolah, sebab kak an skolah sesi petang, dia teman aku kat skolah tim pg, hee, dlm kelas slalu ushar luar tingkap, nk tguk dia ada ka tk, ingt lg, ada one day tu, tgah2 blaja dlm kelas,, pastu tguk luar tingkap, kak an tkda, trus ku lari kuar kelas n carik, nangis2 tim tu, jenuh cikgu nk pujuk.hu, pastu kn, ada biskut yang sedap tim aku mkn kat tadika, suka sgt biskut tu, sllu aku yg amik plg byak biskut tu, hehee, kdg2, dah hbis kelas, b4 balik, aku g mintk kat mk cik kantin biskut tu..
2. Sekolah Kebangsaan Jalan Residensi. he, skolah kat sini dari darjah satu smpai la darjah 6. nama kelas aku dari darjah satu sampai darjah 3, kelas nanas, darjah 4 smpai darjah 6 kelas pintar.hu, cikgu yang tk blh lupa kat skolah ni cikgu norazizah, dia la ckgu yang aku mmg kamceng la, hee, dah la dia cikgu pengawas, blh ja aku selamba mintk dia belikan cd lagu westlife n bawakkan kat skolah.. laksa kat kantin paling sedap, klu tim ada laksa ja mesti aku lajuu gerak g beratur.huu masa last day skul kitorg main baling tepung, best.. pastu kena marah dgn cikgu, tapi last day, tk kisah pun cikgu marah, n ha, tim darjah 2, cikgu sllu panggil budak2 g baca sifir kat depan, tapi seingt aku, aku tk pernah kena, (nasib baik, sebb aku tk pernah hafal sifir pun dulu) hee..
3. MRSM langkawi -oh, sekolah menengah since from 1 smpai form 5, hum, antara smua2 form, aku sgt suka zaman form 3 dkt langkawi, sgt2 seronok, kenangan program gerak gemilang sgt bes, jalan kaki dari mrsm ke pantai pasir hitam pengalaman paling bes,.. ooh, everything about form 3 is the sweet n best moments for me :) .. oh n last day masa form 5 kat mrsm. aku n geng 7E aku, hee, panjat tanggaa duduk atas bumbung makan megi. besnyaa zaman2 dulu.

brEAthe

hr ni nk share lagu yang ku btul2 minat, since dgr awal2 lg, lagu ni taylor swift punya. lyric dia sgt mnarik, blh katakn hari2 dgr lagu ni, tajuk dia brEaThe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause no one of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people and sometimes we change our minds.
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie,
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see.
Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down,
Now I don’t know what to be without you around.

And we know it’s never simple never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn’t work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.

It’s two a.m.
Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it’s not easy,
Easy for me.
It’s two a.m.
Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain’t easy,
Easy for me.

cartoons

hum, kartun2 yang memg ku suka masa kecik2 n dah besar still sukaa.memg byak. sbb suka kartun, huu. ANtaranya AdaLah :

1. beauty and the beast- cita dia sgt best, suka sgt2.. hee, ku rasa antara semua watak2 pricess disney, belle la yg paling cantik..
2. shin chan - sgt2 comel, tim dulu2, anak sedara aku, damia qaisara, mmg akan tguk shin chan ja dr dia bukak mata smpai la tido blik pd waktu mlm, tim tu mmg perit la, dia ja control tv, tk dpt nk tguk channel lain dah...
3. doraemon-hee, kartun sepanjang zaman, suka nobita n rakan2nya..
4. upin n ipin - cartoon melayu yg memg ada kelas, huhu, mcm real ja watak tu, ingt g g tguk wayang cita ni dgn paktirah, rasanya tim tu panggung penuh dgn org2 tua, huu
5. spongebob-huhu, suka kartun ni, bestt..

hopeless..

do you ever feel hopeless??

tk bermaya..

huu.

bila dengar lagu ni, rasa semngat ja

YA ALLAH, betul

kan jalanku,

moga dapat apa yang dikehendaki, permudahkan ku YA ALLAH

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on You feel so lost

That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your

way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong

decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s

never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that s

howed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

huu,iA, moga dipermudahkan,

AMIN,,

aizat syahmi.

huu, nk kongsi kisah n pengalaman aku first2 dapat ank sedara, hee, masa tau kak aku mengandung, tim tu aku kat langkawi, form 3. first time balik cuti, jumpa anak sedara. huu, comel2, rasa best sgt tguk anak sedara sendiri, selama ni dengar2 ja org lain ada ank sedara.

nk dijadikan kisah, pada satu mlm, kak aku mintk bancuhkan susu untuk jijat, aku pun, dgn konfiden tanp tanya apa2 trus pi dapur masak air. air dah siap masak, ok, masukkan air dlm botol, letak susu, 2 scoop, then masukkan gula, dlm2 sudu teh.
heee..tetiba ada satu suara jerit, Ya ALLAH, susu baby mn ada org letak gula,,(mama yg jerit) heh,, mna la org tau, huu, pertama kali buat susu, ingt sama ja mcm bncuh milo..

huhu, mujur tk smpat kasik lg dkt jijat, klu tk, mesti jijat sakit perut..

mmg kenangan tk blh lupa laa..

my first thingss

hee, my first time buat blog, nge2.

so, memandangkan ni first time buat blog, jadi mai kita cita tntg benda first2 dalam hidup aku.

first tadika = YWCA penang, sebelah masjid negeri, huu, blaja buku cerita peter n jane..

first ustazah = ustazah fatahyah,hu, ustazah yang sgt baik n byk ajar aku erti agama..

first dapat hadiah=hum, byk, tapi kalu dpt hadiah kat skolah rasanya tim mengaji, darjah satu, ingt lg, dpt no 3 dlm kelas, tpi pelik mcm mn blh dpt hadiah, padahal masa dlm exam, tk tau pun jawab apa, pakai main hentam jaa, mayb rezki kot..

first rumah sukan=hee. rumah kuning, dari darjah satu smpai laa darjah 6.

first masuk lawan lari= haa, ni tk tau mcm mn cikgu blh pilih masuk, masa darjah 4. he, padahal tk pernah lari2 ni, ingt lg, masuk untuk 4xbapa ratus ntah, tpi meng gak, emas kot. huu..

first benda beli sendiri(yang mahal la)= jam tgn BUM yang dok pakai smpai la skrg,hu, tu kira bnda pling mahal la tim2 form 5, kumpul duit mara beli.

first phone=hee, nokia apa ntah, tk hingat jenis mcm mn, tpi tulah phone first, hadiah dari auntie.berkat aku dan adik aku,rehan dapat 8a tim PMR,

byk sungguh bnda first time dlm hidup, ni la yang dapat listkan..

first anak sedara-ku aizat syahmi.huhu, tim tu excited sgt dpt ank sedara. memg tk blh dgar dia ngis,mest nk tguk ap la yang tk kena ngan dia.. hu, tu tim form 3, sekarg, memandangkn angahku pun dh kawin, jadi bertambah la lg ank sedara eden..hu